I'll go to interesting place tomorrow. And I am both excited and afraid at the same time. Ah, my bad. I (seems like) never leave my town. So, it is kind of scary for me to go.
"I think I'm afraid of death twenty-four hours a day. I swear."
Céline - Before Sunrise
Actually, I always have this feeling. Wherever it is, I always think about this thing. And I also scare, how if I really die today and I still have many things to do (include my task as a college student! How irony is it). I think I'll regret many things too. Things that I should do but I didn't. Yes, I am afraid that my life would be full of regret. I am really afraid about it. I just really don't want to think about it. But I can't help it. Well, over thinking is a bad thing here. But, at least, I'll leaving the town tomorrow. And I hope that everything would be okay, as my horoscope for this month said:
"If you travel at this time with your sweetheart, the journey will go well."