Spark Issue #3

Hiiiii, people! How's life? I hope you have such a wonderful life there. By the way, I am here to tell you that:

SPARK #3 IS OUT!

I am super excited. In this issue, we're gonna talking about THE JOURNEY. Well, I hope you read the issue :D

By the way, today is my birthday. Yes, I am twin with Tavi.

SPARK SECOND ISSUE

After several weeks couldn't concentrate to everything except this second issue, 

FINALLY SPARK #2 IS OUT.

Ale of Rosaspina Vintage as the cover.

SPARK #2 CONTRIBUTORS : Marcia Wong of Style Abuse | Cherokee Summer of Feminising Film | Anna James of My Name is Anna | Ale of Rosaspina Vintage.

At this issue, you'll find:

FREAKS AND GEEKS

THE RUNAWAYS

SUSIE BUBBLE

MY RAMBLINGS

and many more.

I made this issue only a week + one month prepare it (I emailed everyone and thought what I should write). But actually, at the-one-month I wasn't so productive. I watched things, then the idea, "I should write about this" popped at my mind. Then I wrote it. Everything is just like that. But this issue is so special because I made it by myself. I feel so proud of myself that I can do (literally) everything. I am writer, photographer, graphic designer, editor, everything. I think I should pay myself (duh).

And this is my favorite page:

this issue ends with:

If you want to be SPARK contributor, you can email me or sparkzine@rocketmail.com, also mention @spark_zine. Thank you very much!

Too Late To Postpone

hi from me at 11.23 pm.

how's life, people? i have big big terrific day now, and that's all because of me being procrastinator. i curse myself! by the way, that is SPARK. surround with Dreamiy photographs.

i should study from 6 hours before, but i am a huge procrastinator so i haven't yet. i know that i should start now, but i should finish this post first. thanks God, i am not even sleepy. maybe that is because i am listening to The Runaways. i watched the movie several days ago, and just download the album. this album is so great! i think i'll download more.

oh, that things makes me remember about my friend who shocked that i like this kind of music.

Friend : Are you sure that you listen to this? (i played Hole)

Me : Yeah, why?

Friend : I don't know. I just don't get it.

Me : But now, you should get it. I really like Hole.

sometimes, people just do not life by society standards. when you expect me to like Justin Bieber, i just can't. i even can't pretend to like him. sorry. i don't know, but maybe many people like Bieber because of their friends. they are kind of oh-my-gosh-all-of-my-peers-like-Bieber-and-i-should-like-him-too-because-everybody-does. i think that is so silly to like singer that actually you're not even want to hear the song more than 5 times. but i don't wanna be rude here. Bieber is OK, he have talents (that i don't!). i think i should shut up and start studying.

SPARK

finally. FINALLY. we publish our first issue. i am excited!

Photographer : Adinda Medina

Stylist : Riyandini Putri

Model : Ida Ayu Melati // Ayu Dewi

this is our photo shoot. a great day. yeah, very very great day. i can remember exactly how wonderful it was. i really really enjoy the process making this zine. all the process (include the stress, depression, and etc). i think it is worth to 'waste' my times to produce this zine. i became so productive!

i want to say thank you for all of you guys. and thank you for you who read the zine.

SPARK IS HERE

(we publish the black and white version cover)

the sweet boy is exist. surprised!

i read that there are many bad boys in this world (thanks, internet!). then, i have no idea about it now. i know some boys who really love their girlfriend and do literally everything to please their girlfriend. i always think that it is so sweet. then i asked him, "you're so kind to her. how can you be like that?" he replied, "i have commitment with her. i want this relationship is forever". actually i forgot how exactly what he said, but he said something kinda like that. don't you think that it is the best thing ever? that boys finally have commitment and declare to the world that they really love girls, just like they love games? (almost boys, do love games. many boys have commitment to be gamer to death). i had met so many jerks before, so i am kinda surprised when i met (finally) nice boys. very nice, that they don't wanna hurt girls.

by the way, i also made collage for SPARK. here is it:

both pictures from Retrospace, the lace (!) background is mine.

far left : Mathilda (Natalie Portman) at Leon the Professional, burn book, photo from The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants, also Regina, Gretchen and Karen from Mean Girls.

i have these pictures since i was at high school. so, please tell me the credits.

making collage is very fun! maybe i should many more. but i am afraid that i do not have plenty of time to do everything that i want also everything that i should and must do. now, i always think that 24 hours a day is not enough. i need more time. my life is crazy here (not as crazy as Lindsay Lohan of course). 

The Day When Happiness is Forever

the day is today. i don't know, everything seems very right for today. i met my friends from middle school. i went to my favorite place, ate my favorite meal, talked about everything. and the big news come from the zine. i had talked about it before. how i was very excited. yes, i am very excited. and today, we are officially on twitter which make us a step closer. closer to our dream.

When we are dreaming alone, it is only a dream

When we are dreaming with others, it is the beginning of reality

Dom Helder Camara 

i was freaking afraid if the zine can't be on time. i am crazy with the deadline and time that left. i am crazy to wait the articles (yes, i still wait it. and it drives me crazy whenever i think about it and the time that left and something in between). the fact is i am obsessed with the zine. obsessed until i can't think about anything else clearly (maybe) (i am pretty sure. okay, half sure). mother of a friend thought that i was crazy to make this zine. she expected me to study a lot i guess. but i am not. i am not study enough these days which makes me freak out. but i can't. there is only 15% left for everything, and 85% for the zine (still half sure, but i think about it a lot, okay?)

here is it, cover of the zine

lovely right? photographed by Golda Florencia edited by me and Dwi Nawang W.

i am thankful to my friends that help and support me a lot. i really love you, friends. by the way, the zine named SPARK. how beautiful is that!

I heard a spark, something that glowed hundred feet higher

I opened my eyes when there is light to see if I'm closer

Spark - The Bird and The Bee

you should be hear about us now. do you see the glow?